I feel that same way when hearing the main stream channels repeatedly saying  things like --- there's no evidence of election fraud. 

Where's the reality there???????   Hundreds of examples, affidavits, & whistle blowers --IGNORED.   Images/ photos of preventing observers from observing, behind fences, behind fences, behind a plexiglass wall.  or  taped off boundaries preventing observing -- OVERLOOKED.    Photos of cardboard going up onto windows, hiding what's happening -- NOT BROADCAST.   Lawsuits being filed that the media isn't bothering to check out.  INTENTIONAL LAXNESS

(I got energized by that word, reality)